Tuesday, April 25, 2006

its a boring tueday morning..

Many things happened over night, and i'd say that it's been a rough sunday night for me. I do hope the that worst would be over, and it's truly what i hope to believe.

I gave up my pride and tried to take matters as calmly as i could bring myself to be. Betrayal and deception is NOT what i want to encounter ever again.
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Boo and i met up with Winston for dinner earlier in the evening, and we went over to Din Tai Feng. I didn't bring the camera along with me, coz i had this impression that i was to be dining at some coffeeshop in Clementi, instead of a restaurant in town. Oh well, life is full of surprises, i guess.

Winston's fine and dandy, and entertaining as usual. We each had a bowl of noodle, and a plate of vegetables that tasted normal... eek! Then there's the ever so yummy and juicy xiao long bao... it's absolutely yumy!!!

It was funny to watch Winston's disgusted expression, as he scooped out all the tofu that was swimming around the spicy and sour soup (the soup was free! and Winston doesn't eat tofu of any kind..)

We hung out at Gramophone paragon after dinner, then went over to his place. While i was there, Winston had this wooden box that says "a surprise for you".
I knew there's something in the box, the minute i laid my eyes on it.
But when the boo slid the box opened, and i peeped and saw some black rubbery thing in the box.

I wasn't prepared for that black stuff to hop out of the box, so naturally I went "Eek!" really loudly and sprung onto the sofa. WTH! Both Boo and Winston thought it to be extremely comical.After my recovery from the traumatic experience, I came to realise that the black rubbery thing (which was supposed to be a "liazrd", had this little springy catch that gave you the illusion of the lizard flipping out of the box.
Ha!

I'm back to studying Marketing Research, and progress has been unfruitful to date. Paper's officially on 27th this thursday, and i'm still at chapter 2. So dead i am...

Mommy's going over to JB for shopping later in the morning, while i'd be stuck at home studying for Marketing Research. It's such a lousy feeling to be left behind.

Boo and i are contemplating the Sony Ericsson W900i, but everything's still undecided. Afterall, the only reason why we're itching for a new toy, would be to experiment with the 3G features!
The design's sleek and pretty, the music function's cool, 3.0 mega pixel with autofocus camera, blahblabla..

We're also eyeing at the N80 (not out for sale yet) mainly because of the WIFI feature. The phone looks kinda ugly, and it doesn't look very appealing to me. definitely looks very "biang"! But for the WIFI.... hmm it's another story. Bah! But eventually, it is definitely a want, and not a need.

Therefore, my dear boo boo, we should exercise some self control and save up the money, coz our phones are still working perfectly well! Hahaa...

Monday, April 24, 2006

Reality crashes

Reality crashes when discovering the truth, the lies, the betrayal,emotions, pain and tears.

The loss of trust, the disappearing of faith. What more can i say?

Can the pain inflicted truly be compensated or healed? I dont really know.... It should never have happened, but yet u allowed it to happen.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

saturdays








I'm back! Er, i meant my face's back to normal, therefore, picture snapping frenzy resumes!
I woke up this morning, to see a really sad pig. The "wattle bottle" that i bought for her yesterday was leaking...
The entire 1 litre of water found its way to the cage, instead of the piggie's system. The poor piggie didn't have anywhere to sleep or sit the entire night, coz she'll get really wet if she did..so pathetic!

You see, I broke her Water Bottle a few days ago, and i replaced it with a really temporary mini one that requires perpetual filling up. Being lazy, i decided its time to replace her bottle with a new one..so there you go, a new bottle!

Alas, the bottle was defective! So it ended up flooding up her home instead. The poor baby had wet and cold feet by the time i rescued her, and i had to make a trip back to Pet Lovers again, to get the bottle replaced. It'd better not leak again, or i'll kill them! Grr..

The piggie wiggie fell asleep soon after i cleaned up her home...poor thing right?

Boo and i Went over to Pacific Plaza after that, to collect the watch from the servicing center,(they've got rather lousy service, if you ask me, and im not gonna start complaining, or it'll turn to be a really long entry), and i had my yummy beef noodles for lunch/dinner at Scotts, before he leaves for work.

This concludes my "happening" saturday!
Well, time to hit the books again! zzZZzz....

Friday, April 21, 2006

Day of indulgence

















Yesterday was a day of pure indulgence!
Met up with the very Late Zoe, and we hurried over to New York Skin Solutions for Facial.
The people there tried their very best, to induce us into sign on a long term package with them..so for like over 2 hours, it was consultation/skin analysis time, including their sales pitch...*yawn* BORING!

When we finally started on the facial.... it was rather interesting and painful with a OUCH!
When the treatment was going on, the consultant must have channeled all her hatred onto my face! She squeezed, and pinched and squeezed and pinched my face with all her might.
What a horrible feeling! Kept asking myself, what was i thinking of, when i paid for the treatment, as my eyes teared from the excruciating pain that i was experiencing. The later part of the treatment was soothing and relaxing, or perhaps, i was exhausted from bearing with the pain, i actually fell asleep for quite a long time, while the masque was setting on my face.
Feeling refreshed from the short nap, I left the place with an extremely raw and bruised face, but it is definitely smooth face. Spring Cleaning done on the face is painful...but you know, no pain, no gain!

We the hungry and bruised girls (having not eaten anything for the entire day,)then decided on Sushi for dinner, so we rushed over to Sakae at Heeren, and stuffed ourselves silly, before moving on over to Holland Village, for our Fondue indulgence!

It's yummy, though the fondue left me with a creeping sore throat that comes and go...

I came home with a happy tummy, bruised face, and tired Daphne.

The End.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

What a scare

In the midst of my studying breaks, everytime i walk past a mirror..i get quite a scare looking at my reflections in the mirror. I look like a freaking mad hag with my hair bunched and bundled up in weird directions, and my bespectacled face that truly brings out the nerd in me, the super dark eye ring, beneathed the pale face decorated with surfacing pimples....
With all the mugging going on now, I hope the rest of the world is look as "enchanting" as i am now .. *heeheehee* Yes i know i'm wicked... who isn't?

Speaking of which, i look like im wearing a really bad wig on my head. My hair's growing, and i swear that short hair, though fuss free in it's way, is high maintainence in yet another way.
Must be wondering what the heck i'm rattling about.... haha.

With short hair... i've got no problems walking around with the "bedhead" look without fussing much with the hair. There's no need to comb my hair, with the exceptions of after showering!

But with short hair, i gotta visit Kate very often, coz my hair grows out of shape really fast, and when everything looks out of proportion, the hair's got this tendency to look like helmet! Yucks! I dont fancy walking out with Helmet head?

Yet it makes so much sense to keep my helmet hair on, til i'm done with the exams, coz i'll be stuck at home mugging half the time anyway.... Haha. But i'm still having a hard time resisting the urge to drop by Blitz.

Anyways, i couldn't figure out if i should keep the hair short, or attempt to grow it back long again... Short hair's getting kinda boring, and unless i dabble in some asymmetric cut... i seriously doubt anything interesting will be happening to the hair soon... Yawn...

Monday, April 17, 2006

lazy day!












Insomia seems to hit me, whenever i'm cooped up at home all day. i'll get so restless, that i can't seem to sleep, even when i know i'm tired.

Being bored, i made my first attempt in making French Toast at 3 in the wee morning. Both Da and i (She mugging for her Accounting exam which was due today, while i was just plain bored) couldn't figure out what went wrong with my french toast..


They look burnt, but tasted soggy.. the middle of the bread wasn't filled with the eggy goodness, So much for french toast ....

I stayed up all night, trying to read up the Marketing Research Textbook by that Zikmund guy, and the remaining time was spent playing the Macdonald's game.
click
here to have a go at the game.
So far, i've managed to survive til the year 2027, before becoming Bankrupt, and getting fired. Haha!
Addictive game it is... i decided to accompany mommy to the market at 7 in the morning, for breakfast, and to purchase stuff from the smelly market. (yes, i'm such a sweet and hungry daughter!)


There was quite a drama over at the food center...
with a puny old indian woman at the drinks store as the leading lady, she was yelling and yelling at her competitor, a chinese man. Apparently, from what i gathered, she had a territorial agreement with the chinese man prior to the drama that unfolded this morning.

To cut the story short, the woman was unhappy that customers were ordering drinks from him, instead of her, especially when their choice of table happened to be in her "territory".
The woman started yelling at the man, when he came over to collect his cups, and was on the verge of hitting him, if not for the intervention from the neighbouring stores. Simple conflicts, but she went ranting on and on and on and on for the next 25 mins. Such a ear sore.
While i trudgingly ate breakfast. Silly commotion, spoilt my appetite, and be rest assured that i wouldnt order drinks from her ever again....

Well, I finally managed to fall asleep at 11 in the morning! How pathetic is that?!
The rainy weather is definitely great, and i slept on and on and on....til it's 7! Ta da! Dinner time! Opps! So much for my attempt to complete Marketing Research by Sunday.

Feeling wonky and spacey, i'm trying to sum up all my "concentration", to try finish up Marketing Research. But i guess i'm one of those with lousy determinations...
Haha..

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Mazda!















There you go! A really back dated picture of the Mazda! Figured that i should be fair, since i posted pictures of the Bora, so Mazda gets the same treatment too!
So much changes has been done to the car...but according to the boo, showing an old picture of Mazda would prevent potential stalkers from victimising the car and banging me down (for people who hate me i guess" ...Errrr... whatever that's supposed to mean. Yup, so there you go, me posing with the pig that Zoe presented to me for Christmas, and my "funky" Loreal Competition hairdo.

complains




























Im so bored!!
I've been trying to study study and study. But if you ask me.... there wasn't much progress to boast about.
Seems like...the rest of the world is studying thrice as hard as me..and im still rolling along like some dead beat car without a battery. Bah!

I've been progressing alot with my sleep though. *wink* Haha! and the hammies are following my lead.. they can sleep in the weirdest position, like using the running wheel as a hammock, and hugging the food bowl as a pillow! Those pictures were taken when they were still babies..

They're very much huger now, and we're suspecting that Tiger Lily might actually be pregnant! Oh gosh!
And the scabby on my knee is rather distracting, with the usual scratching and prodding and scrutinising... moisturising helps with the itching though...

In case you're wondering, i fell while i was rushing off to MOS many Days ago..
The fall left holes in my stockings, a sore spot and gave me a slight limp. It's reduced to a scab and bruise on my knee, and i guess a scar to keep eventually, and the itch to bear with temporarily. =(
I know i'm accident prone, but i can't help it...would just really appreciate that major ones would stay away.. haha.




I've managed to meet up with Rong Jun after what seemed like years (yeah, 2 years in truth),
We met up at the Black Canyon along the stretch of little eateries at Serene Center, had this majorly spicey Tom Yam Soup with rice, then ran over to the Ice-creamery place and had Baked Alaska & Muddy Mud Pie Ice Cream cakes....and rotted our time away outside Macs for a really long time (coz it was raining).

i went out for supper at Holland V later in the night with the boo boo, and had my favourite congee from Crystal Jade. *smiles & beams about* Nothing beats eating yummy supper, when you're hard at work studying!

I've been wanting to shop, but there's nothing much on my shopping list to conquer, and the weather isn't making things any easier for me...

Like now! I'm supposed to be meeting mommy at Far East for dinner and alittle shopping, but it's raining like we're trying to flood a pool the size of Singapore! Arhhhh!! My shopping trip's either going to be ruined, or it will definitely be delayed.

Oh well, i might as well go get ready, sit around, and wait for That Rain to be smaller, then leave the house.

Thursday, April 13, 2006

assorted updates





I've been S-L-A-C-K-I-N-G!!!! I haven't been a good girl...coz i haven't been close to even touching any books/notes.
Just purely the thought of studying...

Hmmm so what have i been doing?

Let's see...
For Starters, happy 26mth anniversary to the Boo! =)
Then there's the Stairway to heaven VCDs (all 20 of them)that i've just completed..
And No way! im not satisfied with the ending of the show! WTH...these Korean soppy shows always have soppy and sad ending..where the female lead always ends up dying.... whatever happened to "and they live happily ever after" ?? Bullshit! Wasted all my tears!


We bade the VolksWagen Bora farewell, and welcomed the ugly Peugeot307 that boo's brother had chosen.. The car that's filled with lots of happy memories... the car that i sat in, when i went for my first and subseqent date with him (Leonard. not his brother!) Hey, that's not all... i like the look of the car, the color of the car, and the interior!!! It's such a pretty car! Just look! Such pretty color coordination! I'm gonna miss the little red car lots..

Ate supper at River Valley Prata just the other day, and i must say that they have one helluva yucky mutton soup. It stinks and tastes weird and it cost 6bucks! yucks! My poor Boo ended up with a bad tummyache the next day. Please avoid Spize's mutton soup.. Unless u really need an MC somehow..

There's the movie: Insider Man, that i've watched yesterday..definitely a good show..Shoo! go watch!

Finished watching Brothers Grimm the VCD over at boo's place (we're supposed to have finished them while in Malacca..haha!)

Met up with boo's friends for dinner and we headed over to Raffles house to "have a look" at his Xbox 360, (now we've got someone who's itching to buy the 360.....and i wonder who?)

Met up with Zoe to shop for Ange's birthday pressie on Tuesday,


Attended Ange's birthday party today...it's fun!!! all that sabotage going on.... *phew* I left unscathed





And Finally, found the chance and time to bring Zoe over to Villa Bali, to enjoy the ambience that i've been rattling on and on about . =)





The cocktails were rather delicious! It's been a good week so far!
That's about the end of my assorted recollection of my days so far

Guess for now, i'd better start studying really soon. =(

Monday, April 10, 2006

random ramblings again


Now that projects are all over and done with for this semester,
I'm working hard at getting a life, before i start slogging for my approaching exams!


I went blading at East Coast today with my beloved boo, and it's been an exceptionally long time, since we last bladed, and i must say that my pretty little blades are squeaking with delight! (erm actually...i think it's the lack of movement that caused the ball bearings to squeak! la di dum..)


On thursday, i Went singing with Linda at KBox Cineleisure in the night, and we had a rawring time singing for 5 hours!

while we were at it, I sneaked out to TCC which was situated downstairs, and bought us 3 slices of cakes! They are - Choco Charlotte, Ole Ole something, and Oreo cheesecake, drinks from Cheers ( the cashier took an awfully long time to clear that snake of a queue), then snuck up back to Kbox to sing!

Then shopping on friday with Selene, then MOS with Zoe,Kenrick , Cae, Ivy, Eric, Kang Wei, and Kangwei's friends and many other who what nots,
it's definitely not the happiest clubbing session that i've been to, coz MOS isn't as "happening" as what it's supposed to be, the music sucks, and the atmosphere there just didn't feel right. Too much weird people around, if you ask me...
I very much prefer hanging out at zouk, where there's at least a hint of "prestigeness" in it, and i'm actually thinking of attending Mambo this wed. Hope the usual are going. =)




With mommy notworking, im being fed with nice, home cooked food for the time being, haha! There's the yummy chicken wings that's sitting in the fridge, the beef stew i had for dinner, the chicken porridge, spaghetti, and that overwhelming mushroom soup that turned out rather nice.

I'm glad to be stuffed like a glutton!
The wonders of having a cute adorable mommy at home! *grinz*

foot fetish!



Selene was on leave on friday, so we decided to paint the town red!!! Ho ho ho!
We decided to explore Far East, and she bought a new poofy bubble dress, which i thought made her look extremely cute, and a pin stripe berms that came with this uber cute belt!

I saw yet another pretty pair of black heels from Parade at Far East, but they ran out of sizes. Bah! you could just envision the disappointed look that i had on my face..Went on to Mondo, saw a pair of retroish peeptoes, but it didn't have a particular cut at the side, which i thought was necessary, so i kinda gave up on that too...

Determined to lay my hands on a pretty pair of black heels (peep toes to be exact), i went on to Gripz, and the remaining shoe places over at Far East. With nothing that fits my expectations, i decided to head on over to Wisma, after Selene left for school. I fancied a few over at Pazzion, Wisma, but they too seem to have gone out of sizes. Argh!!

About to go mad, i decided to give Marina Square and Citilink (VNC) a try, and guess what?
I bought myself that pair of Pazzion peeptoes at Marina. I love the glossy leather look, combined with the asymetric cut at the side of the heels, and little details, and the heel contrast that complemented with the rest of the look. It's gorgeous in its own unique manner.
Boy am i overjoyed!




My pair of VNC wedges that i bought weeks ago. Just didn't have the time to load it on. Yes. It's shoe fetish this season. Coz bubble skirts (it's ok, if you've got nice legs and the height ot carry it off..im talking about those who resembles fat dwarfs here) and victorian laces are too overwhelming to bear.

It's too gross to be wearing anything that flows with the mass, not that im being snobbish, or "i dress better than the others", but the thought of it, is just too gross beyond words. Urgh! It's like an army of clone. where's the sense of individuality that everyone's supposed to have? what's with the "mass-tige"?

Think of the rebonded craze, the mini flouncy skirt trend, that just kept going shorter, and shorter, no matter how flabby their thighs are, showing off thick legs that are comparable to tree trunks! Urgh! Im sorry that im feeling bitchy tonight.

And just the other day in school, i saw this fat stumpy thing "sashaying" in her new wedges that just didn't seem to fit well/balance well... it makes me feel... sorry for her. Bet she stopped consulting her mirror and her eyes ages ago... sigh.


I just had to say it out, to make myself feel better. keeping all that bitching contained was just too much for me to bear. Oh well.

Sunday, April 02, 2006

deep thoughts

Finally, we're done With Employment Relations project.
Working on 2 projects for this module, it really got me thinking....

Do i really want to minor in Human Resource? After all, it's prerequisite, ER, is such a bore, that i have absolutely no interest in it at all.....

Ben asked me a question earlier that left me pondering...

" have you given much thoughts to what you wanna do, after you're done with school and all..?"

I shrugged and thought about how i used to be so god damn bloody sure of myself. So sure until the line between confident and cocky is thread fine. I knew exactly what i want, and everything i did seem so right.

Yet, the longer i am stuck in school, the more my "sureness" seem to be evaporating.
i no longer know which direction to take, and neither do i know my destination.
Yes, i feel like a lost child wandering aimlessly.

Somehow, this sureness that i used to possess suspiciously mellowed off as i get older...probably together with the naivety factor, i'd supposed.

I guess i'll always be able to come up with a million and one reasons to explain for the lack of "sureness" somehow, but which is the right explaination, that i wouldnt know...

To reward myself for the hard work that i've invested into ER, i decided to take a really long nap, and to dye my hair purple.
So i've got a tinge of Ribena purple on my hair, and i like it. But the dye has bad color fastness, and it's staining my nails badly. Gotta wear gloves to wash hair, how pathetic is that? Haha.

I realised that im hooked onto Lifehouse's song -- Come back down. Nothing in particular to the lyrics, but just the melody. Been humming the song for days, and it's only a matter of a few more days, before i get really sick of it.

Life has been monotonous for me... it's definitely lacking of fun and thrills.
I've resorted to project packing up room, to make it more interesting.... i've been neglecting the "hygiene and appearace" of my room, as i've been really busy with school and etc, and it's disgusting how dust actually multiply and clumped together really fast, ( i thought i vacummed them all away just in January, and now they're back!) like germs (yes, bimbotic i may sound, but who cares?)

The irony of shifting my hideous shelf back to my room, just to make space for my mess of notes and textbooks. It took me pains to lug it out to the balcony, then mommy moved it to the study, and now, it's back in my corner again. Sigh.
I can always disown it when im done with school =)

Next assignment would be History of Management Thoughts, and im already dreading the thought of opening up the book. It's due on the 4th or 5th, and it's already the 2nd. I'm so dead, and yet im procrastinating..

Argh!

Zoe said to party together soon, before exams commence... I wonder if that notion will ever surface?

Yes, and i am in need of a pretty pair of peeptoes or heels. nothing seem to be of my fancy.
Though im eyeing on a few from ASOS..but shipping costs sucks!






Those ribbon heels looks so so pretty. Saw a similar one from Kate Spade. OOh!im Going high on shoes! =) (guess shoe fetish is one cheery factor amongst the monotony...)

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

sleep & coincidences

Think you'll all be disgusted to hear that i've been clocking a huge amounts of sleep recently.
At least 8hours a day, despite having to rush for projects and all....
what's even more impressive, i slept 15 hours straight after SIMONOPOLY! hahaha

Definitely spaced out even when i reached school.
SIMONOPOLY was rather fun... i was assigned to be the station master at International Plaza.
Everything was closed there, not even coffee bean. So i settled down on a patch of floor outside the building.




Definitely attracted lots of attention with my colorful monopoly board, group flags, and simonopoly money. Where most couldn't help but be curious. One man even came up to me, and asked if i was promoting anything of sorts, or was it some new form of marketing gimmick?


"No, we're playing a game", i told him, and Michelle suggested that i should really have told him that we're test launching the new 3D Monopoly, while others said that i should really have sold my colorful flags for $5.

Haha, definitely amusing, but sitting alone for 7 hours, with occassional vistiting from groups who land at my station, and Allen the photographer. The consistent breeze/wind soon made me drowsy, and i actually fell asleep!!


Damn! With all that attention that i was getting, i should have brought along a begging bowl with me, who knows, i may be able to buy myself drinks! =p
Going to the loo proved to be troublesome, as i'll have to pack up everything, uproot my monopoly board, then lug them all to the loo with me...
then setting up my "shop" again, after relieving myself.

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Mommy and Ah yi's still not reacting well to Grandad's passing away....especially Ah Yi. Mommy's just teary upon occassional reminders of him...
Wonder if a trip to Genting would help?

Mommy's fifth uncle struck lottery by combining certain numbers related to Grandad's funeral, and several other grand aunties also won a few thousand or hundreds, depending on their stake and the numbers. Coincidence again? Woah..everything's getting alittle hard to believe, but well, a Genting trip is being offered to the 2 mommies! Hope they'll take it up, as it'll do them good.

I received my Progress Packagae letter, and initially gleeful about the $200 that i'm due to collect, i got a little upset to know that others are getting more! >=(
Just for completing National Service, you get $400 more!
It's also unfair how government categorise the pay out purely based on housing. Shouldn't there be a fairer way to determine who gets more? Bah! Definitely better than nothing though..

Yes i'll be $200 richer...

Friday, March 24, 2006

hello!















Yes we're finally finished with our Marketing Research case study assignment.
I've been catching up on my sleep, and i must say that i haven't been doing a good job with the catching up part.

Granddad's funeral on Tuesday was a rather grand affair.
There was the live band that sang songs in dialect, making it difficult for me to appreciate them, the cymbal clanging gang that "performed" for more than an hour (they were dressed in white and green cowboy shirt and pants, donning on white cowboy hats with green furry stuff at the rims of the hat) , that made 3/4 the cousins nod off while waiting for the performance to finally be done..while the cymbals and trumpets were at it, there was those hideous big headed puppets with caterpillar eyebrows flailing their arms around in unison...
when they finally ended... i was left sleepy and half deaf.


Despite being a rainy weekday, many relatives and friends still took time off to send grandad off for the last time. We had the funky lorry that was decorated with florescent lights, and gay banners, and we also had the cymbal people and my uncle's tuscani leading the gayly decorated lorry, while we had people to carry the coffin and a whole load of people trailing behind. We walked a good long distance, before finally boarding the bus. We managed to hold up the traffic for a really long time, while the procession went on, and my socks was wet and icky after the walk.

Yup.. It looked more like a celebration, rather than a solemn affair. But the definitely sad.
Too many coincidence happened during this few days, and i dont think it's purely superstition.
I do hope that mommy and ah yi will get over it and feel better soon, though i know it will definitely take lots time, before they can actually let it go.

On a lighter note, im enclosing pictures of my 2 fat babies... Here they are, eating in unison, posing for the picture!They look like scoops of furry icecream! Haha!




left: Princess Tiger Lily. Right: Mr Pebbles.








I've just settled on my new look for this entire season. Considering the fact that im only left with Black, White, green, Blue, Grey and Khaki colors to parade around until i am done with mourning, my new favourite colors are turquoise and mint green, and the occassional black and white.

Boy am i glad that i purchased 2 new skirts from mango with my birthday vouchers! A faded denim skirt and a navy lantern skirt, and not forgetting a khaki super low v neck top.
I got a new turquoise wedge from VNC and im aiming at a bronze pair of heels from Parade! I got a new mesh black belt, and some stockings to cut! Haha!
im going mad splurging, and im feeling guilty. =X

I'm also aiming at a multiband ring, and a pair of ear cuffs earrings from Fie, and a sewing machine. I am so going to be broke, at the rate im spending. Arghhh!

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

emo days

An emotionally trying day for me, where
so much is said.. and so much is at stake.
friendships strained, trust broken, bonds reforged and most importantly, disappointments resolved.
I really hope that this case would really be closed, and things would start move on.

I do hope that this matter would make us all a better and stronger person at the end of the day, and there's seriously lots of reflections to ponder about.

Breaking down at the end of the day seems the sanest way for me to relieve frustrations.

It's difficult to remain strong...especially if i've never been one.
Hoping for the rainbows to appear and stay for ages. =)

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Filial piety

I am taught never to compromise what i believe in, for others belief. It's a fine line between respect for others and trepassing my set of principles.

My mom also taught me never to judge a book by its cover, and never to critisise people without asking yourself if you're gulity.

I've never been a person who observes tradition. But i dare say that im not one who'll defy traditions either. I respect traditions of any culture and race.
But if i had to compromise one, between principles and tradition, i'll compromise the tradition.

Traditions is something that was created by my ancestors. It eventually watered down after many years.
Principles on the other hand, is something that i live by day to day. It's something that's brought me so far. It's my own set of principles that made me who i am today. It created Daphne.

As many would understand that my maternal grandad has just passed away, when mourning, there's this whole list of stuff that is a taboo.
there's simple stuff like you're not supposed to be wearing freaking pink, red or happy colors, or be wearing glittery stuff like accessories. Those, i can live by.

You're not supposed to be painting your face. You're not supposed to shave, you're not supposed to style your hair.
HA! THAT i cannot live by it. It's personal grooming you're talking about.
I wouldn't exactly say that im merticulous with my appearance, but neither would i look shabby and unkempt.

So you'll probably be wondering what's the entire issue about this, and being typically me, i hate walking around the bush. I prefer to jump right into it.

Mourning is not about how shabby you look, in order to show how filial you are.
Neither is the puffiness of your eyes look, that actually tell people that you have been crying.

You can look as shabby as you want, eyes as puffy as a pufferfish, but it doesnt mean that you're truly sad about the loss of a loved one.
Being filial is all about being there for the loved one, while he is still alive. Not looking sad, for damn relatives and friends to see after he's gone.. If i freaking believe in the later, i'll probably be a damn good actress.

The last thing i need is for some stupid uncle to tell me that i look like im going to the disco instead of a funeral.
Let's just clarify something here.

I'll definitely have alot more gook if im ever going clubbing. All i did was to apply blusher, eyeliner and a shade of pink that Zoe calls.."fang le deng yu may you fang" ( you might as not apply it, coz you can barely see it)
Is it such a crime to attempt not to look like a ghost at a funeral, lest people would be led to think that it's your funeral that they're attending instead?

Yah, probably it's the sunnies on my head, and the blue contact lens that made things look worst.
Then again, you didn't even attempted to see if there was any improvements before telling tales to my mommy.
If you have a problem, just tell me what to do, i happen to know how to exercise subtlety, but if it isn't enough, be a man. Instead of stabbing me in the back fight like any man would, instead of being a pussy..(even real pussies use claws to fight. they dont use knives.)
Using mommy to exert pressure on me doesn't quite seem to work recently. Coz i've got a mind of my own, a mouth of my own, and a temper of my own to rage.

And if you ask me, maybe he should check out the amount of gook that he's son applied onto his hair. A bird family of 5 could possibly start a nest home there.


If anyone's out to pinpoint me, they'll do so by all means.
Filial piety is within yourself, not your outlooks, neither is it a drama for all to see. If i wanted drama, i'll settle for chanel 55.
And if you wanna settle filial piety scores, i've got plenty to settle with the others. Dont try me.

Saturday, March 18, 2006

updates

I haven't been blogging much, as predicted in my earlier entries.
Im finally done with my marketing test today, though i do have to admit that i didn't study as much as i would have wanted myself to achieve.
my second Managment accounting test went horribly wrong..so i'll prefer not to talk about it at all..
Anyways, as promised, some random pictures that i took recently....



A shot of my boo after his new haircut and brows. Haha.. I know the light in the background's a tad too bright. But somehow.. i kinda like the effect, so i chose not to edit the picture. =)







Thanks to Si hui, Jocelyn and Danli for the very cutely wrapped pressie! The card looks so cute right??
















The weird looking panda that i posed with at the Com Fair..

Mr Panda looked exhausted, and alittle out of proportion! But still, im very much tickled by the weird face look. He currently working for Panda antivirus software.... Haha






Oh did i mention that i passed my first management accounting test? Managed to score a credit! Im overjoyed, but it's only 10% *anticlimax* Haha.
Well, i managed to watch V for Vendetta on thursday with my boo, and we had dinner at NYDC.. the baked rice are just delicious beyond words.

I learned that im not one who really fancies corn beef, and i also learned that cowa bunga serves very little corned beef. But I didn't order the corn beef. I ordered the Mushroom and ham rice ( i usually eat the 3 amigos, which is why im raving on and on about the ham and mushroom..). It's so yummy! Just thinking of it, makes me wanna eat it all over again. *smiles*




Well well... now that we're done with the happy stuff, let's move to the sad bits.
Granddad passed away at 3.20am on friday at the Hospice.
He passed away while sleeping, and i think it's definitely a big relief for him to be able to rest well for once. Having battled cancer for years, i've seen how much he has fought and suffered, and how much this illness has taken away from him - the ability to eat, and talk. Little things that we take for granted, meant the world to him.

The sacrifices people around him has made, especially yvonne and family, where words alone can't express my gratitude to them, for looking after granddad day and night, for ah yi who's constantly been shuffling around, to attend to his needs, no matter how exhausted she is.

It is truly in times like this, that we learn to appreciate the support and help that was shown to us, which in turn helped us grow into stronger people, to face the harsh reality that the world has to offer.

Sigh..




Monday, March 13, 2006

busy bee

i've been busy busy
I jumped into the bandwagon of working at the computer fair, right after handing my HMT in!
So for the past 4 days, i've been shuttling around, and just literally hanging around the fair, distributing flyers.

busy busy with my 2 coming test, til then, u might not hear from me.
I'll load pictures up in my next update, i promise! =)

For now, i'll like to thank Zoe, Daniel, Caecilia, Aaron, Eric, Yong Zhen, Agacia, Fiona, Jane, Michelle Ang, Ivy, Larlin, Waiyan, Stephanie, Vivian, Kenny, Robin, Justin, Jianshen, Paul and Tiffany, for the very big birthday present! Thank you! Thank you so much for all the $210 of shopping vouchers!

I'll be a good girl, and i'll work hard! Yay!!

Dinner yesterday was bad...... im down with LS! my tummy's doing the hip hop and some random sqeezing.....needless to say, the bottom channel's spending lots of quality time with my toilet bowl... its bad..but thank goodness, i'm feeling feeling better.

Arhhhh

I wanna shop at JB soon, any takers?

Friday, March 03, 2006

i need a life soon.. and some cakes.

i'm still stuck with my Employement Relations assignment at this time of the day, and all that i've got to blame would be the procrastinator in me. Argh! im so sick and tired of typing/looking/thinking of the word conflict, that i've decided to type other words that are non related to CONFLICTS.

Things that you ought to know....
1) Do you know that i had a haircut before my birthday, or was there no visible difference to you?


2) do you know that my hair color's currently classified as "unknown" color, coz it's been a really long time since i last colored it. =(

3) i finally named my 2 new hammies additions in the family. The girlie's named Tigerlily, and pebbles is the boy! mommy generously sponsored the payment of their home. It's pink and it looks so pretty. *beams happily* Thank you mommy!
(in case you're wondering, tigerlily, as in the red indian princess from the adventures of Peter Pan, and pebbles because his colorings remind me so much of the pebbles that people usually use to decorate their gardens.)


Pretty names right? *tee hee hee*

4) the hammies sleep in weird position, and there's evident sibling rivalry when they are drinking water. Apparently, when one drinks from the bottle, the other is immediately reminded of its own thirst...leading to the squabble and squeaks of who gets to drink first. *sigh*
Babies!

5) I've this super craving for cakes at the moment, and the cake cravings has been bugging me the whole of today! Give me a banana chocolate cake from Secret recipe, or Awfully chocolate's chocolate cakes, or Coffee Club's Tiramisu Al Cafe, or even Bakerzin's tapas would be good!
Give me some cakes!!


6) I met up with Daphne Wu again, and we had a blast chatting as usual! Psst! i bought myself a new bikini that's a roxy rip off. (saw it online) The price is good, but fitting is so so... but who cares? i couldn't find the real thing, so i had to settle for the second best!


and Daphy got herself a bikini too, of another design. Well i Told you, we had a blast! haha!


Designs defer slightly, but it's 90% similar....(or i wouldn't be able to recognise it then, would i?) anyways, gimme a chance to parade around in them soon, someone please organise a beach outing or something!














7) im going to Jumbo Seafood for dinner tomorrow, and i bet with my entire stomach that i'm so gonna be a glutton tomorrow night. *slurps*

8) That i've been doing alot of online shopping recently, and i am so tempted to buy half the stuff that i saw, and the only thing that's stopping me from my purchases, would be my unhealthy bank account (but thankfully, after my birthday it's lookin healthier now=))

9) my weetle pix!e need a bath and a home cleaning service soon, but i just haven't got the time..so she's stinking a little. I resorted to spraying this "smelling good" animal fragance to make her stink less. Haha! She smells like a baby now!

10) Went to Malaysia on wednesday night with the boo, mandy and kevin, for a little drive around JB, and we pumped petrol, get the cars washed, and supper together while waiting for the cars to be washed. the ayam maggi goreng is good, but i dunno what the man did to the chicken, the bones was all shattered, and i kept crunching into the little bits of bones. (bet i scarred my teeth), but i'll eat it again, if i ever have the chance to! We chatted til the wee hours of the morning, and i fell asleep instantly, the minute i hit the bed. ZzzzZ...

I wanna go shopping in JB soon! think of all the VNC shoes that i can stock up on!

Haha, just reading through what i have just typed, i realised that my thoughts are so random. abit of this, a bit of that, but just bear with me, until i get my sanity back. HMT's next. ARgh!!!!!
someone probably need to throw me a guidebook on "how to keep your sanity, when u're loaded with projects"

*groan* Now, i've gotta revert back to Employment relationship and overt and covert conflicts......zzzZZzz..

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

my birthday



Dinner at Shaslik the Russian restaurant


It's way past my birthday, and i've been too busy to blog once again. sheesh!
I'm thankful for all the birthday wishes that i've received from my friends and loved ones, and im truly grateful to know that i've not been forgotten!

I had dinner at Shaslik the Russian restaurant, and boo boo tried the escagots for his first time...just look at his silly expression that he's proudly posed for the camera! I had the safe and friendly onion soup, while he being more adventurous, tried the Borsch soup (beetroot soup! eek!) but they taste pretty good actually.

We had Steak for 2..and it has some russian name that i simply can't pronouce, and it's rather tender. The both of us were rather disappointed that the main chef was on MC, so we kinda missed out on their specialty - the Baked Alaska!
Boo!

Nevertheless, dinner's good, and we went over to the dollz inc at the wheelock to get my unazukin. This noddy little doll resembles a cross between a russian doll and an egg. They are soooooo CUTE! you ought to check them out! unazukin
They are voice activated, therefore, you're supposed to ask the little doll a question, and she'll nod of shake her head in response to your quetions!
Well, she's cute, but she's kinda costly for a little toy.. 15 bucks!
No regrets for me though, only wished that the shop brought more variety... the website had so much more!


Mine's the pink one with the rose buds!








We headed over to the night safari, and it's my first visit there, since it's opened 12 years ago. We sat on the tram ride, and after alittle while, boo and i felt comfy enough to sleep anytime...it's dark and our tummies are warm and comfy...yeps.

There wasn't any picture opportunity, as the safari kept reminding us that "the animals are night creatures, and they are sensitive to flashes" blahblahblah...so we didn't have any pictures at all, except for the night safari signboards. haha.
I was very very amused by the giant rodents, which were about the size of a baby calf! They are practically like giant hamsters! The little racoons and the tapir are adorable too!
The little badgers are so naughty, while they were performing at the animal show. They were supposed to do little tricks of throwing the cans into the recycling bins...but instead, it started fiddling around with the cans, refusing to let the cans go....
It's definitely a great experience, that could have been better, if only we could capture them on pictures!


I fancied the zebra rubbish bin, so i insisted on taking a picture with it. Zebras are just so pretty!

Friday, February 24, 2006

Updates!


At Bakerzin enjoying my Tapas with Zoe.


Time for short little updates!
I haven't been a good girl with waking up on time, as i seem to be suffering from "sleepy deaf ears" syndrome. Nothing seems to be able to wake me up recently.. Haha!


I had dinner with Zoe at Bakerzin's on Tuesday, after school. The tapas were great, and they were so nicely decorated that i actually hesitated eating them for a long time, before tucking in.
If you ask me, im still in sky high from the desserts!

Zoe had some cheesecake icecream with loads of berries toppings, that just looking at it, made my tooth hurts! But definitely tasted yummy too!
As usual we gossiped like mad, and the shops were nearly closed, when we were done with dinner.

In fact, just taking a look at the Bakerzin website, is enough to make your mouth water!

Anyone interested in treating me to a round of Tapas?



Linda & i in Zouk's toilet










I got my weekly fix of mambo yesterday, and it took me quite a huge effort to resist "lancing lancing" the whole of Wednesday. I finally succumb to the urges, and there i was! "Lancing around!"


Linda was there with me, and we had quite a blast hopping from Zouk to phuture, then back to Zouk, then Phuture again.
It was rather fun hanging out with Uncle Sean and the rest, over at members, and i love the little fiber optic light decorations! They look so pretty in the dark! I'll wanna do that when i have a little home of my own in future. Ha!

As for Thursday, my Boo brought me over to Raffle's house to collect the Hammies! They are sooo puny and cute! i took a total of 4 hammies, 2 for me, and 2 for Mich, and the puny ones look so sweet, when they snuggle up against each other when sleeping. *sigh*
I'll update pictures of the little hammies when i actually do find the time to load pictures up and blog again.


There's the dreaded Employment Relations assignment due on the 3rd March, and History of Management Thoughts literature Review that's due on the 7th or 8th March. And yet another Managment Accounting Test on the 14th March. I am so gonna be a grumpy girl til the 14th, and i'll definitely have those little swirls in the eyes, just like those characters in comics illustrations!

Bah! What a way to celebrate my birthday! Being busy with projects! Yucks!

Monday, February 20, 2006

yattle yattle!









Yes i know i've been gone for a really long time! Ha!
I'm alive, busy and very much alive and excited!!

So what have i been doing? Haha, I dont quite know where to start....
I've caught 6 fireworks in total! 5 in singapore, and 1 in malacca. Most fireworks viewing were planned by the boo, as for some, it was purely by chance that we passed by! I think the ones that were exhibited on the last day of CNY were the prettiest!
Mr Boo brought me to the spot where we could view it best! He's the sweetest, just to think of it!


We celebrated our 2nd year anniversary on the 13th, where we ate at this Korean place at the Heeren, then i went home and mugged for Managment Accounting test later in the night.

I sat for my test on the 14th morning, went home to pack my baggage, napped alittle, visited grandpa at the hospice for alittle while, then ate lunch, and left for malacca!
How exciting! A little roadtrip all by ourselves to celebrate our anniversary, and valentines day!
Whooppee!!


I enjoyed my little trip with boo alot, even though it was alittle short, and Malacca isn't the most exciting place on earth.
As expected, i wasn't very helpful with the road directions most of the time, and we ended up being rather lost while exploring the town area, but still managed to make our way to my apartment rather quickly.


We got lost again the second time, while exploring after dinner. We only managed to find our way back home after 2 hours!
We caught the fireworks, while we were playingthe game "master mind" in the room on the first night. It's a good view, coz the people over at Portugese settlement with the fireworks was just not too far away from the seaview from my place.


We hung out at Makohta Parade the next day and had Kenny Rogers for lunch. It's such a lip smacking experience! The chicken meat was so tender yet juicy that i couldn't have enough of it all, yet the ones available in Singapore is hopelessly tough, like you're chewing on wood. The boo did most of the shopping, and we headed home in the evening and took a nap, before waking up for dinner.


Alas! We were woken up by the pattering of the rain! As neither of us brought the umbrella along, we stayed home and settled for instant noodle that was meant to be supper! Luckily my sweetie had the foresight to bring along a few movies for entertainment, so we watched the Copse Bride by Tim Burton, while we ate dinner. It's entertaining, alittle morbid, but a nice ending nevertheless.







I superimposed us into the picture that we took for St pauls, coz it's impossible for the both of us to get pictures taken together, coz he's afraid that the locals would run away with my olympus. so silly but sweet, and i'll rather play safe too. Hee!






Our third day in Malacca, we did the tourist routine, and went exploring the St paul's church, the Stadturys, as well as to visit the 5 musuems around the red house area. Definitely enriching, historic and lots of stair climbing to do!

We walked alot, and got lost while hunting for the nonya restaurant that i recommended. Making the best out of the situation, we settled for some gui ling jelly in this herbal shop tt sells desserts, while i, chose the safe and friendly honey dew sago dessert!
Finally, we spotted the dinner place, when we were about to give up hunting.

So there we were, I guess the boy enjoyed the home made chendol best! Haha.

Being our last night in Malacca, we utilised our remaining time by exploring the town in the middle of the night, in search of any hopeful night life and supper place.
We chanced upon about 15-20 little motorbike coming together, about to start a race, just right in front of my place, i was rather amused to see that none were actually race bikes, but the typical ones with baskets attached in the front.

We drove around chinatown, in search of a particular chinese temple, and gave up trying after a few attempts.Ending my night with some duck noodles that's sold near my place, watching the Brothers grimm while enjoying our little supper.

Our last day there, we had lunch at this yummy shop that sells beef noodles, then went to explore the mini malaysia. It boast of having different architectural from the various malayan states, as well as ASEAN architecture. Definitely disappointing, as the place wasn't well maintained, and there wasn't much to seem as most of the houses was actually undergoing renovations. I felt so cheated, such a waste of time and money.

We reached Singapore in the evening on friday, and i'm never happier to see my beloved bed and pillows! But im sad that our little holiday had to end so quickly, coz coming back to Singapore, is like coming back to reality. It's such a dilema... the choice between the happy holiday and my beloved pillows! Sigh...
I hate to be reminded that i've got school tomorrow, and him having to work again.


I do hope that we'll be going on another trip soon.. it's just so addictive!

I woke up really late on saturday, to make up for all the lost sleep ( i've no idea why i was so tired, coz i clocked 10 hours a night while in malacca!), got dressed, snuck out for some icecream cakes at this place called the island ice-creamery at Serene Center! The cakes are just so pretty!!
I chose the muddy pie, and the Baked Alsaka to share with the boo, before rushing back home, to catch my ride for grampa's birthday dinner.


We had BBQ for dinner to celebrate grampa's and my birthday in advance. The prawns we had for for the night were HUGE! It's pointless for me to attempt to justify the size of the prawns coz you'll probably say that im exaggerating!
Hmpf! But i still want to!

The prawn was the size of the paper plate. Gawd, it's not some small paper plate, but the usual sized ones that most of us would use to hold our beehoon, curry and chickenwings. Yes, the prawn curled nicely onto that paperplate, and filled it up rather snugly. It's THAT HUGE!

After dinner, boo fetched me to Changi Aloha to attend Council's initiation chalet. Due to unforeseen circumstances, he had to wait at my home's lobby, until i got home, before sending me over to Changi. It was already 11 when i reached there. I felt really bad making him wait, coz he could have been doing better stuff, rather than fetching me to the other side of the island.


It's a long night for me at the chalet, as we had department sharing sessions then EXCO meetings, and everything only kinda ended at 6am for me.
Just when i am getting ready to play, the entire world is getting ready to leave! Everyone was everywhere picking up their bags, getting ready to catch the morning bus home. It was so disappointing, coz i was expecting them to be enthusiastic, despite the long day that they had.

We were much more enthusiastic last semester, where everyone chilled and talked by the pool side. We finished at least 5 bottles of Absolut Vodka last initiation day, yet, we barely finished one Bottle this time. How sad.

Playing the game of "i've never..." a handful of us finished the entire bottle of Absolut Apeach in 2 hours. When we left the Chalet at 8 in the morning, i can't quite decide if im looking and feeling shitty coz i'm tired, or was it the effects of the alcohol? Whatever it is, too tired to make any talks at all, i fell into a deep sleep while travelling home in the cab...

I woke up a few hours later, and i had my second advance birthday dinner with boo and his folks at Kallang's no signboard seafood restaurant.
We had the white pepper crab, steamed crab, brocolli with scallops, this cutesy stuffed tofu dish that i like, chilli kang kong, fried baby squids, and the yummy butter prawns!

Everything's so yummy that i kept eating non stop! I ended my dinner with Hashima for dessert, and the silly boy refused to try the Hashima, coz he's disgusted by it. Haha. Silly boy!

Whatever it is, i'll have to thank my silly boo, for everything that has happened for the past week, coz i don't think i'll really be writing this really long entry tonight without him.
And not forgetting all our little adventures together for the past 2 years...

Oh yes, ASOS is having sale! Da just tempted me into buying stuff online again!
Argh!!!
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psst! You're not stupid. I only said you're stupid, but I never thought that you're stupid, ok? =(

Sunday, February 12, 2006

smirky

I've been a good girl these few days, i ate my medicine like any good girl should, and i drank water like a camel, and Im finally recovering from my flu.
I think it's all the drugs that i've consumed that speed things up alittle!! Yay!

Though, i do realise that it's rather unusual for a sick person to experience difficulties with falling asleep, despite all that wonkiness that medication caused.
No matter how wonky i feel, it's impossible for me to get rested sleep. So im looking very tired for the time being. Yes yes, battling with the common colds and chills is definitely hard work!

I went to watch Fun with Dick and Jane with boo boo today. The show's hilarous! Especially when Dick and Jane start getting desperate, resorting to showering, when their neighbour's sprinkler's on, and changing their Beemer to a little yellow Volkwagen i think.

Definitely a show worth watching, coz i think it's worth the laughter.
Now im starting to feel like im some movie critic, but hey, im sharing the good stuff with you, so why complain? Haha.

We managed to catch fireworks at the Padang for the fourth time this CNY! I think it'll be my last fireworks for 2006's CNY, and i must say that Im one satisfied girl.
*smirk*

Boo timed everything nicely, so they would coincide one after another. First the movie, then when the movie ends, we'll only need to walk alittle, and look for a nice spot, to watch all the fireworks!
We climbed onto those little spiral stairways at Marina Square, and the fireworks were right before my eyes! They're just so pretty!

Somehow, reality beakons, and it seems like i've got to start studying for the MAB test, whether i like it or not. 10 marks seem so difficult to score, and as usual, im just too lazy for words.... and much too lazy to start studying earlier.

Oh well...dont you just hate reality sometimes?

Saturday, February 11, 2006

A Season for Love...

I was just bumming around at home, when Linda's phone call jolted me away from my far away land of day dreams. She wanted to catch a movie, and i didn't mind catching one, there we go.
=)

* 45mins later *












We met up at the Cineleisure, and we decided to watch a korean flick called "A Season of Love".
It sounded so romantic, and the pictures looked so happy and gleeful.


The actresses all look so pretty...but only 2 actors look cute. Judging from the pictures above, guess which 2? Haha!

The movie was portrayed in the same style as this other movie called "Love Actually", With 8 characters/4 couples and we see a different story, and a different lesson to learn.

I shan't go too much into the movie plot, in case i start bawling all over again...
Well. we ended up crying alot towards the end of the show, and Linda cried alot more than me.

"To live is to love, so as to live no regrets....."

Definitely something that anyone who's been through a relationship could relate to.
Since no one warned us that the show is gonna require lots of tissue, neither of us actually brought tissues along. i ended up wiping all that tears onto my pants to dry my fingers. =~(
Kinda messy, but it sure beats looking streaky.

I grieved so much for the fireman that didn't managed to propose to his girlfriend. On the night of the planned proposal, He died, while he was on duty. In his last few moments, he located a survillance camera, and signed languaged "I love you" to girlfriend, before he died.
I cried like mad to that scene, it's just so tragic.

Another tear jerking scene that got me weeping throughout, was the bonding the boy between his cancer striken mom. How he understood her love for him (those unspoken thoughts), when he chanced upon her hidden diary, and how she fought her illness, and remained strong for him.

Despite all that sad soppy scenes, there's loads of humour injected throughout the scenes, so it definitely kept me alternating between laughter, and sobbing.


Yes i know, im all emotional and soppy now. But some girls are just suckers for soppy movies, and im no exceptional.

Movie Review, incase you're interested. But definitley not suitable for Valentines day..unless you fancy your girl sobbing into your best attire....
http://www.moviexclusive.com/review/aseasonforlove/aseasonoflove.htm

Thursday, February 09, 2006

still sick..and now a druggie

im still sick after so many day, and im practically drowning with my phlegm.I swear that i get so disgusted at the weird noises that im making subconsciously, that i jolt myself awake again. It's so gross!!!

SO i really didn't manage to sleep much, and i've finally decided to pay the doctor a visit.Just looking at all the medicine, i already feel like a druggie.

2 mint green pills the size of Panadol for my fever and flu.
10ml of yucky syrup for phlegm
another 10ml for the cough,
2 slim pills the antibiotics
1 tiny pill for my sore throat.

that's a total of 5 pills and 4 spoonfuls of medicine.
It's horrid.I nearly puked after im done with my first "serving" of drugs,
and i was tearing when im done with all the syrup.

So disgusting!!!!!Hate being sick...and now i feel drugged.... sleepy sleepy

oh, oh and before i forget,
i saw fireworks for the third time, while we were passing by the esplanade area this CNY!
Boy, they're pretty!!! and im glad to see them again.

i shall rave on and on abt the pretty fireworks when im not so drowsy ya?
i can't believe it..there's sch tmr again.

zzzz.........
I miss boo boo

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Sick again, with a whole stomach of phlegm!

Urgh..! im sick again!
It started out as a little cough..then it progressed on to become some serious phlegm problem, and what do you know next? I'm down with fever!
I died at home the entire day, with absolutley no sense of humour, or mood to do anything at all.

Just plain misery lying in bed, sitting up is worst, and having aching bones is the worst part of it.
All the phlegm injested into my system made me feel pukish, and if i ever had to throw up, i wouldnt be surprised that it's all gross and sticky oozing out of my system!

i think i caught all these nonsense from Da! Hmpf! it's all her fault!
but looking on the bright side, im back to talking and blogging again. it was so bad that i didn't even have the mood to eat my dinner, not mentioning to utter words of crap during dinner.
I sure hope that tomorrow's gonna be a better day. It's bad to be sick.

2nd time for this year, and it's only start of feb! *cough cough*

Thursday, February 02, 2006

food, weight loss and partying.

I've been feeling way too lazy to blog recently.
Somehow, this CNY has kinda lost it's special festive flavour to me this year..but no doubt, i had my fair share of feasting and angpows.

From visiting around, to watching Jet Li's latest show the Fearless with my boo, to granny's one year death anniversary, and an early birthday pressie from Ben, and some shopping, that probably sums up my CNY.

Oh and there's Mambo @zouk yesterday!
My first Mambo for 2006. It's been more than a month since the last time i went for mambo.
With my very bad school schedule, it was impossible for me to actually attend Mambo, and get to school on time.
As the way it is, i'm already having problem getting myself to school in time without all that partying..... can u actually imagine what happens if i did party?
( all that new year resolution to be a better student is really getting to me..Haha!)

It also seem to me that wearing black has a special slimming effect on me. Coz the general comment that i heard when i stepped out of Chris's car, was about me losing some weight!
I thought Jo and the rest were kidding me, until i met Alex.
He too said the same thing. Hmmm and he doesn't know the others...
I'm thrilled to be looking like i've lost "weight"..
Haha, but in truth, there wasn't any weight loss involved, and im actually suspecting a weight gain lurking around instead.
Despite all that speculation, i refused to weigh myself! ( yes, yes..i'm in denial)
neither is Black is not going to be my favourite color....it's just so morbid a color for my liking.

We partied hard as usual, enjoyed ourselves as usual, not forgetting those random idiots who's always trying to push their way up to the platforms, half drunk and all. It's all part of the experience i guess...Blearh.

Post party note: Im aching all over now...and I feel like a slug...Argh...!