Working on 2 projects for this module, it really got me thinking....
Do i really want to minor in Human Resource? After all, it's prerequisite, ER, is such a bore, that i have absolutely no interest in it at all.....
Ben asked me a question earlier that left me pondering...
" have you given much thoughts to what you wanna do, after you're done with school and all..?"
I shrugged and thought about how i used to be so god damn bloody sure of myself. So sure until the line between confident and cocky is thread fine. I knew exactly what i want, and everything i did seem so right.
Yet, the longer i am stuck in school, the more my "sureness" seem to be evaporating.
i no longer know which direction to take, and neither do i know my destination.
Yes, i feel like a lost child wandering aimlessly.
Somehow, this sureness that i used to possess suspiciously mellowed off as i get older...probably together with the naivety factor, i'd supposed.
I guess i'll always be able to come up with a million and one reasons to explain for the lack of "sureness" somehow, but which is the right explaination, that i wouldnt know...
To reward myself for the hard work that i've invested into ER, i decided to take a really long nap, and to dye my hair purple.
So i've got a tinge of Ribena purple on my hair, and i like it. But the dye has bad color fastness, and it's staining my nails badly. Gotta wear gloves to wash hair, how pathetic is that? Haha.
I realised that im hooked onto Lifehouse's song -- Come back down. Nothing in particular to the lyrics, but just the melody. Been humming the song for days, and it's only a matter of a few more days, before i get really sick of it.
Life has been monotonous for me... it's definitely lacking of fun and thrills.
I've resorted to project packing up room, to make it more interesting.... i've been neglecting the "hygiene and appearace" of my room, as i've been really busy with school and etc, and it's disgusting how dust actually multiply and clumped together really fast, ( i thought i vacummed them all away just in January, and now they're back!) like germs (yes, bimbotic i may sound, but who cares?)
The irony of shifting my hideous shelf back to my room, just to make space for my mess of notes and textbooks. It took me pains to lug it out to the balcony, then mommy moved it to the study, and now, it's back in my corner again. Sigh.
I can always disown it when im done with school =)
Next assignment would be History of Management Thoughts, and im already dreading the thought of opening up the book. It's due on the 4th or 5th, and it's already the 2nd. I'm so dead, and yet im procrastinating..
Argh!
Zoe said to party together soon, before exams commence... I wonder if that notion will ever surface?
Yes, and i am in need of a pretty pair of peeptoes or heels. nothing seem to be of my fancy.
Though im eyeing on a few from ASOS..but shipping costs sucks!
Those ribbon heels looks so so pretty. Saw a similar one from Kate Spade. OOh!im Going high on shoes! =) (guess shoe fetish is one cheery factor amongst the monotony...)
