It all started as a reminder and a good intention of clarifying thoughts.
Then it all came crashing down.
Ironic of it all, it took just one conversation to complicate matters, emphasising once again our differing wavelengths, and how different we are.
Doubt he'll ever be able to stand into my shoes, to look into the perspective that i'm looking, or probably as Da would call it - my cynic's point of view.
where it's as good as asking a blind to enjoy the world of colors, or rather telling the blind to enjoy the plasma tv aquired.
Ignorant? Insensitive, or just plain selfish?
I do not TRUST easily, as i've grown to become too cold and nonchalent to the world's deceptions and fancies. Believing that there is never one good intention that does not follow without any hidden agenda.
Think about it.
Am i really wrong to say all that? To be viewing everything through my cynical's perspective? Afterall, its what the world shaped me into today, for life has gotten me this far, with emotions and grief inflicted making a better teacher.
At the end of the day, crashing and burning isn't all too bad, if there's someone there at the end of the day
But i might not always be there to see it coming.
I dont give a damn, if is the grass may look greener on the other side,
But when the grass is no longer around, that's when i'll have no choice but to move on.
Sadly, that's life too.
